It will be one year on Sunday since I lost my little baby. I don't know what to do with myself. Should I stay at home in bed and mourn?? Should I act like it's just anohter day??? MY DF has to work a 24 that day so I will be all alone... Not much to look foward to. So many women on here say they do special things every year for there angel, but I don't even know what to do...