Thank u both for sharing your stories and information with me, it makes such a diffence to know that there are other people out there, sometimes i feel like no one could possibly understand. My partner tries to help but is getting frustrated with me "just lying around" and dosent have the same concept of cleaning up that i do, oh well i guess you get that. Folate is a good idea (having spina bifida in family especially), i had forgotten all about it since i had the ultrasound and found out that the baby i had been loving and holding inside me wasnt really there at all, it was horrible waiting to see the little one on the screen and just seeing an emply sac. To me it still feels like i have lost one. The doctors tell me that it dosent mean anything that i have had 2 blyted ovums in a row and will only test after 3. Guess I will just have to keep fingers crossed and thank god for the 2 beautiful children i have with me

Thanks again