its funny isn't it. the people you think would be there for you during these times at those who try to avoid you. Thats like with my BF. I tried to tell her, but it wasn't comfortable. she didn't understand.
I have found comfort in a mothers group i attend. Admittedly at the start i couldn't help but feel like a failure (as i just had my mc 2 mums from the group announced they were expecting), but now that i've opened up - some of them have told me their stories of loss too.

life just isn't fair at times.
but i just keep telling myself it's my body's way of saying that something wasn't right...
i hope we all are blessed with the loving family we want. whether 1 child, or a dozen!

love tellytubby