another angel for me :(

[Rach75]

after 17 long cycles we finally got the news we were expecting

3 joyful blissful weeks and then my body let me down and I started to miscarry last tuesday

I am feeling guilty as my heart isn't breaking like with my previous losses, I am devastated but my world doesn't feel like its going to crumble down.

Am wondering if becuase this time I have a beautiful smiling little man in our house. Where as with my other losses the house was so eirily silent

RIP little bubble, may you revel in the stars above with your other siblings.

sorry I just needed to write down how I am feeling

[nic]

Oh Rach, my heart sank when I saw the thread...I'm so so sorry.
Hugest hugs.
Thinking of you

Nic

[MrsB26]

Rach, dont apologise for how you are feeling. I am so sorry that you have lost another angel You and your dh are in my prayers xoxo

[River]

Sorry for your loss Rachel .

[Kitt3n]

Oh hun, i dont have any words, just

[Bumperstump Cummerbund]

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry for you

I don't think you should feel bad for not falling apart - you have your son to look after and that will help distract you. I know that each lil angel is just as important, and you will grieve for this one just as you grieved for the others. The only difference is you can't become consumed by your grief because you have another lil person to look after, and thats not disloyal, its just life.

Sending you big squishy rib breaking cyber cuddles

[Pretty Butterfly]

Oh honey, I'm so so sorry...

Please dont feel guilty. You can only grieve the best way you know how, and if DS helps with the pain, then that isn't a bad thing sweetie...

[Visitor7]

So sorry for your loss Rach.

[Trish]

Rach, I am so very, very sorry for the loss of your little angel.

Huge hugs sweety

[ClareBear28]

Rach,

I am sorry for what you are going through, I wish that these things couldn't ever happen to any of us...

Hugs and kind thoughts,
Clare xo

[rufalina]

Rach - So sorry to hear of your loss.

[MistyFying]

Rachel There is no right or wrong way to feel. Do what you have to do in order to process everything that's going on, and be gentle with yourself.

[aussienic]

you know I am thinking of you

[~Raven~]

Rachel I'm sorry for your loss.

[Enchanted]

sweet.

[DoubleK]

im sorry to read of your loss, dont apologise, BB is a great place to let out your feelings.

[onemore]

So sorry you have to go through this again, thinking of you and your family

[Zee]

Im so sorry Rach