Back to back losses

[Bun]

I am so sorry to hear about your losses. Coping with 2 in a row is devastating. I remember thinking of giving up and feeling like I would never have a family after my second loss in a row, but we kept trying and finally I have a beautiful little girl. Just wanted to let you know there is hope and I am thinking of you

[BekZ]

So sorry to hear of your losses. I have had 2 miscarriages in a row too. I then fell pregnant with my second daughter, just know that there is hope.

[Ali26]

Far out my brain is unable to focus on anything much at the moment - which isn't much help when trying to write assignments for university or when at work.
I'm feeling very low on energy at the moment and yesterday was a particularly bad day as feeling so down has made me a bit snappy at the moment and my fuse a lot shorter. This was not good at work as one of the residents started playing up at dinner and baiting me in a deliberate attempt to set me off - almost worked but luckily I was able to escape the situation for a while and calm down.
I feel like i'm literally bumping up against a wall at the moment
To add to it I am having to face the fact that my little man (alex) will be starting school next year - brought home by having to attend a parent info evening last week which almost brought me to tears then.
In a way I almost feel as though I am losing another child, even though he is still here he is growing up and taking his first steps to independance -
**** this sucks!
On top of it all I am waiting for a period to occur which is now 1 day late and I'm usually as on time as clock work!
Arrgh!!!
Good to vent this out though as only DH to talk to about this at home, to the rest of the family its like a taboo subject especially as my sister-in-law has a 6week old bub.