Aww, Heather, my heart breaks for you! I'm so very sorry for the loss of your precious angel baby! I SO know how you're feeling right now... the anger, pain, sadness, the complete and utter emptiness, that feeling of being "robbed"... The worst part is being incapable of shutting off your mind... Unfortunately we know this pain all too well! It's such a bumpy rollercoaster ride, with so many ups and downs! Some days will be better than others... You just have to try to remember that it's not your fault--you didn't do anything to cause this...and it WILL get better!

This site, literally, was my saving grace! I've met SO many great women here, and have made so many friends... while you would never wish it upon anyone else, it's a comfort knowing you're not alone... and that there are people that understand--and you don't have to put up a front, pretending to be ok, when you're not. Please feel free to vent, yell, scream... we'll cry with you and help you to pick the pieces up again! I you find the support you need here at BB! Big, big