Fly on little wing...

**Lisa** · October 9th, 2007, 04:31 PM

Yesterday was such a very hard day for me and my family.
Yesterday was the day that our precious Little Wing had to leave us.

I went to the hospital with rather frequent bleeding. After waiting for close to 3 hours, I started to get some pain and I started getting very impatient. I asked when I was going to be seen to, and I was told that there were other people who were more of a priority than I was... they were people who had arrived after I had.
I ended up crying and leaving, disgusted that they wouldn't see me. I refused to sit there and miscarry in the waiting room.
We got into the car, and when I arrived home, I started to miscarry.
I had an ultrasound done today where the sonographer informed us that there is nothing to be seen in my uterus, but that he could see a lot of blood in my uterus which could indicate that I have miscarried. I didn't need an ultrasound to tell me that.

I am doing ok. I guess this wasn't unexpected, but it by no means makes it easy to cope with. I was just starting to get my head around the fact that I was going to have 2 babies under 2... I was looking forward to the chaos and and love involved in being a family of 6.

I feel better knowing that Noah and Little Wing will be playmates in heaven.

**nicjay** · October 9th, 2007, 04:35 PM

Oh no Lisa

I have been following your story in the other thread here and hoping everything would be OK for you.

I am so very sorry to hear you have lost your baby, believe me I know how difficult it is to cope with it

but hopefully talking about it will help you mend somewhat.

Take care of yourself.

**katnap** · October 9th, 2007, 04:41 PM

lisa

hugs hun, please take care of yourself.

**scooby** · October 9th, 2007, 04:54 PM

hi Lisa
I am so so sorry, ireally was hoping for a happy ending for you. Thoughts are with you and your family. Take care of yourself and keep in touch

**butterfly_warrior** · October 9th, 2007, 05:03 PM

I am so very sorry for your loss, Lisa.

BW

**Mum0809** · October 9th, 2007, 06:31 PM

Lisa, I don't know what to say. I have been following your story each day, hoping everything would be okay. Our thoughts are with you and your family. I'm so so sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself.

**munchy** · October 9th, 2007, 06:44 PM

Lisa

i am so sorry to hear of your loss sending big

to you honey it is so hard for you at the min but take one day at a time life just isnt fair and that hospital sounds awful i just think sometimes they really dont no what us girls are going through my sis had the same as you she was in the waiting room for about 3 hrs before they saw her it was awful to watch i got so angry take care of yourself.

Munchy xxx

**Willow** · October 9th, 2007, 06:51 PM

Oh Lisa, I had so hoped your little wing would make it

I'm so very sorry for your loss - I hope you find comfort knowing that Noah was there waiting....

**satya** · October 9th, 2007, 08:05 PM

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.

The trick to getting seen in a hospital in a hurry is to get really upset which can raise your heart rate and your blood pressure. That's how I got seen to quickly. I didn't do it deliberately or anything, but that's why I only waited about half an hour with my 2nd miscarriage.

**ElleJay** · October 9th, 2007, 08:09 PM

Lisa, I'm so very very sorry!

If you ever need anyone to talk to, feel free to send me a message of any kind

**Lynn** · October 9th, 2007, 08:44 PM

Lisa, I am so so sorry for your loss

I'm sure your big boy Noah will be taking good care of little wings...................take care :hugs:

julie_f · October 10th, 2007, 12:51 AM

Oh Lisa, I'm so so sorry for your loss.

My thoughts and prayers are with you, your family and your angel babies.

Julie. x

**Auntie M** · October 10th, 2007, 04:58 AM

i'm so sorry for your loss and for your treatment at the hospital. big hugs to you, my dear.

AnnaMcG · October 10th, 2007, 08:06 AM

Lisa, I am so sorry. How cold and uncaring some people can be sometimes. I don't blame you for leaving the hospital. And as far as I'm concerned a pregnant women with bleeding should be FIRST priority. I had the same experience too. I am so sorry that you are having to go through that again. I feel your pain and send you a big hug.

**hj1981** · October 10th, 2007, 08:17 AM

Lisa
Im sorry to hear about your precious loss and the way you were treated at the hospital!
Take care of yourself and just remember we are all here for you! :hugs:

**Lil_Aussie** · October 10th, 2007, 04:42 PM

Biggest of hugs hun

I am so sorry little wing could not stay

,, and that the hosp treated you so poorly.
Lil

**Lisa** · October 10th, 2007, 10:01 PM

The director of the hospital called us today... I was too upset to talk to her... she was appalled to learn of how I was treated in A&E and there is now a formal investigation happening in regards to how I was treated.
I just want to make sure that no other pregnant woman has to feel like she and her baby aren't important. I am really hoping that they will make a change to their policy and make pregnant, bleeding/spotting women a high priority