OMG BW this is all just too much! I am so sorry you have been through such an ordeal...losing your baby was enough already!You impress me no end that you are moving forward doing what's right for you...truely amazing. I wish there was something I could do to help...all I can do is be here and hope that all the positive energy we are all sending your way gets to you...here's hoping that DrS can give you the answers you need.Take care hun xxx