Oh Possums - NO words are enough at this tragic time. I am so, so sorry for the loss of your miracle Hope and your other losses. People seem to think somehow we become "immune" to it the more we lose but the truth is the knife goes in deeper every single time.
I am praying yuor physical recovery goes smoothly. Emotionally, give yourself plenty of time to grieve and heal ( at least as best as you can).
Are you having your precious Hope tested ? Have you had any recurrent m/c testing done? I hope your Dr can shed some light on your horrific year.