yeah it does get VERY hard, thats why i chose not to go back to work until 2 wks after my last d&c, some people thought i was carrying on a little for taking that long off work but i just knew that if i had seen a new born baby or a pregnant women i would of burst into tears

wow it sounds like there is a good plan in place which is awesome, cos either way hun your going to get some answers. i hear you about trying it naturally on your own for a while but i have the same thought about waisting time, eggs, cycles and all of that. its a toughie to decide what to do, but at the end of the day it comes down to what you and dh want. maybe give it say 3-4 mths of trying natural, at least this will give you a little more time to heal after losing "hope" and your still doing it naturally. if it doesnt happen after the 3/4mths then try doing ivf again, 3/4 mths isnt alot of time, eggs, cycles waisted iykwim and in that time doing it naturally, your going to give yourself sometime to heal phsyically and mentally cos you dont want to go into a round of ivf heartbroken, cos ivf can be very hard on a normal cycle but in a cycle when your already sad, the drugs are going to be hell on you if you know what i mean?? so at least the few months of trying by yourselfs will give you the time you guys need

i think your holiday sounds awesome, can i come?? how big is your suitcase lol