Oh BW, thank you for checking on me sweetie. With all the things on your mind right now, I am really moved that you are so thoughtful...

I have been extremely busy at work because of a stuff-up, it just couldn't come at a 'better timing'...anyway, it is now almost been fixed. that's why I haven't had a chance to come in and visit at all...my mind was all over the place.

I have planned a two-week holiday overseas to visit my parents (home), so it should be quite relaxing and nice...that's what I need I guess...only 1 and half week to go...I planned so last minute that I couldn't believe I will be on a plane next Saturday...

This Monday was a very depressing day and I just feel am not engaging at work at all...had a cry when I told one close colleague and I was surprised it was still so upseting although I thought I was doing fine whole last week...but it seems now good days out numbered bad days...I guess that's a good sign...

How is your appointment with Dr. S? and how are you coping mentally? Do you feeling the weight start lifting? I am always here to listen you know that...