Meredith I just want to give you a big . I'm so sorry that you are going through all of this and I'm quite sure its an emotional rollercoaster. I really hope the bubs are okay and will continue to grow safely. I hope that you are doing well. Just remember if you need anything we are hear for you.
As expected, miracles just are not meant for me. I was not suprised to see 2 lifeless blobs today but still doesn't make things any easier at all. Had surgery very late last night and have woken today feeling empty and lost. The m/s has subsided enormously which I guess is good but also a sad reminder that all is truly lost. We will have these babies tested but my gut feeling is that there will be no answers, yet again!
I am not sure what to do or where to turn atm. i just want the pain GONE! Will probably speak to one of the IVF councellors at some stage but not really up to it right now. Finding it hard to even come in here as so many reminders of pg and of all my lost angels.
Meredith - I am so sorry that you are once again having to mourn the loss of your babies. We are all here for you if and when you find the strength or the need to talk. Take care and please look after yourself.
Oh Meredith, I am so sorry....
I hope that with all the tests available today someone can shed some light for you and give you some answers that you deserve on why this keeps happening.
I can't imagine how you must be feeling no one person should have these many losses in there life time.
Please know we are all here for you, take care of yourself
Meredith
I am so so sorry for your loss...all your losses. I had a loss at exactly the same stage as you previous to my angel in Feb and the nurses especially we're so cold about my early loss saying it was just a late period!! It was only when I had the ultrasound that i got some comfort hwen the fellow doing the U/S said that more than 50% of pregnancies are lost and go un-noticed as they are lost so early. It was then I could grieve for my lil angel.
I'm sorry your family won't give you the support youi nedd but atleast you can rest assure that we all understand your pain and you can vent to us all anytime.
Take Care and thinking of you xoxoxo
Sorry to hear about the nurses - I wonder if they think they are being helpful - when I had my d & c I was in tears and the nurse managed to make me feel even worse with what she said.
Meredith - i am so sorry to read that your angels have flown. be very kind to yourself, please, and keep talking to your other half, you two need each other more than ever.
i wanted so much for your babies to stay.i believe you deserve to have the joy , you want it so badly!i wish i could do more than send comfort in words.
there WILL be answers, even if you have to do like me and email the health minister and (politely) jump up and down till you get them!
Oh sweetie i know there is nothing i can say or do to ease your pain all i can do is send you the biggest and pls know you are thought of by all of us. Saying a for you sweet angels and i so hope you get some answers. Take care of yourself and when you are up to it pls talk to a counsellor they are just wonderful and have helped me thru alot of grief and pain when i needed them.
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That empty feeling is the worst feeling ever.
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