Yesterday, I had my pregnancy confirmed by the Dr... I didn't think to ask the HCG levels... all I heard was positive.

Last night... I started spotting... I didn't think too much of it as I had spotting with Harrison... and he is now a healthy and gorgeous almost 8 month old little boy.
Just to be on the safe side, DH and I popped into the emergency ward of the hospital today... there they did a urine test that came back negative. My blood results were faxed through... and my HCG levels were 49... which is around 3-4 weeks... I should have been 6w6d.
Anyway.... hours later, I was having an ultrasound. The sonographer couldn't tell me much, just that it could be early days.

I went straight back to the emergency ward Dr who told me my baby has passed away, and that I will need to have a D&C.
The sonographer has recommended that I have another ultrasound in a week, just to confirm that there is no baby there.
The results say that it is either a Molar Pregnancy or a miscarriage.
I have chosen not to have the D&C just yet, but to have another ultrasound just to be certain.... though, things don't seem good.
I was told that if I start to bleed and have clots, or if I have pain, or if I have fever, or anything else that I am worried about, to go straight back to the hospital for an emergency D&C.

I am so numb right now. I only found out 100% that I am pregnant yesterday!!! and today, it looks like I'm not.
I have had a cry, and now I just don't want to leave my bed. I just want to cry and cry. I am so sad... we just started to get used to the idea of having another little bubba... we even told the older children... they also now know that the baby isn't there. I am so tired of hurting my children, I am so tired of hurting my husband. I don't think I will ever enjoy getting a BFP again. I just want to curl up into a ball and go to sleep, and avoid this awful feeling.