LizJessie I'm so sorry for your losses. I dont suffer from depression but I know a lot of people who do, DF being one and during my recent emotional rollercoaster I kept thinking that I was glad it was me taking the brunt and not DF as I know he would not have coped. Luckily for him he was able to distance himself slightly and couldn't quite comprehend what I was going through. At the time I didn't get it and was annoyed that he didn't seem as devestated as me, but I think perhaps he was just protecting himself. If he had felt the intense emotions that I was feeling then I'm quite sure he would have had a breakdown. I really admire your strength, dealing with loss and TTC after m/c is a tough journey for all of us and you are clearly stronger than you believe.
Megsmum I wish I had gone now - it sounds like it was great!! One of the reasons I didn't go was because I was worried I might get a bit overwhelmed if there were a lot of people there. I might go to the next one. Hopefully I'll be feeling better by then and might be able to offer advice and hope to those who have had more recent losses. I'm pleased you have your angel close to your heart too, it has made a difference for me and I am definitely progressing in the healing process.
Last exam tomorrow and I'm feeling pretty confident!
Hi to everyone else!
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