OMGOSH. I had tears (more crying) reading that. I cant beleive you had to go through that. That is very sad for you and DH. I can only say im sorry but that isnt going to take the pain away. Life is very unfar some time and hard to understand why these things happen.

I do know one thing, and that is your darling little boy is watching you and DH and loving you more in heaven then he would have here. You will meet again one day and just know that he is getting all the love he can handle in the arms of God.

I really hope you and DH decide to have more children and that you can injoy the love, cuddles and all the things that parenthood offer and that you didnt have to chance to have.

Once again Im sorry for your loss and hope your pain eases. It will never go but it will get abit easier as time goes by.

Take care