Today i lost my precious angel. Im sure she was greeted by her big brother. After being told last sunday that i had a small subchorionic hemorrhage and that all would be fine. I felt a HUGE clot pass this morning when i went to the toilet. I prayed all was ok, then went to the hospital. Only to be told that my baby was totally gone.

I find it hard to get it together, my boys need me, but its hard.