Oh Sarahrach:
I am bawling...again. Thank you for sharing your story, I will be sure to tell everyone I know who is having twins about twin to twin transfusion. We miss you in the BB thread and I, like the others, think of you guys every day.
oh my heart breaks for you and your DH. I hope writting it helps a little, reading your story was a huge honor! Thank you for taking the time to share.
Thank you for sharing your story - I am so sorry for the loss of your twins. I will remember your advice regarding the regular scans and spread the word.
That was a beautiful story love - you told it straight from the heart and you have done your beautiful sons an honour by bringing them into this world as they should have been
Everytime i read these stories i find that i start to have a lil thinking period which i guess can sometime be full of empty thoughts but alot of the time its of al you mothers who have lost the most precious gift that anyone could ever be given and i sometimes feel selfish for taking for granted the little blessings i get everyday from my own gifts... I wish that this is nothing more than a better lesson than a bad one cause i really dont believe that anyone would be punished in such away as to have this put upon them for no apparent reason.. I had a very similar loss with my eldest son whom was also an Identical Twin but i was only 16 and never really understood what really happen and was in the late period of pregnancy but i really do feel for you and your DH, I hopr nothing but good things for you i really do.. my heart aches at the thought of another mothers anguish cause i could never contemplate your situation..
Thinking of you and your DH and praying for the two lil boys who were taken way too soon BIG HUGS N KISSES
Hi Sarah.. i feel like to share my thought with you. You are not alone... and i truly understand your feelins. I was in premature labor 25weeks due to placenta abruption and lost my baby after 9 days. I keep blaming myself too if i chose Obys, I would then have been aware of my placenta abruption because ultrasound would be done monthly. I keep asking myself if i went to hospital one day earlier..may be the contraction would be delayed and Jeffrey would be born with matured lungs.
Likewise... this month (aug 10) is my full term month and i should be in labor anytime...but God has planned different way. He might have better plan for u and I.
I am trying to accept the fact even I am still grieving for the lost of my baby and i know it is hard for you too.
Please keep yourself healthy so that you could conceive again and stay positive.
I'm so sorry for your loss hun. May your precious two angel twin boys be always together in heaven looking down and smiling at their mum and dad. Big hugs to you.
Joshua Andrew born sleeping at 21 weeks, 1 October 2008
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Thank you for sharing your story, I will be sure to tell everyone I know who is having twins about twin to twin transfusion. We miss you in the BB thread and I, like the others, think of you guys every day.
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