Hi there, I just found out yesterday that I lost my baby. I was 8 weeks to the day. I feel numb inside and am terrified for what may happen in the future. I have so many questions going through my head. Is this going to happen again, what are the odds of it happening again, is there any chance that the doctor may be wrong about the blighted ovum, how long does it take to have the miscarriage pass through me, when do i become fertile again, and most of all why did this happen. I'm sure every woman on this page wonders that, but I just can't grasp why! I have never prayed so hard in my life and I felt so let down. There are people out there who don't take care of their children and hurt them, and I would have done everything in my power to be the best mother I could be. I can't figure out if I am angry, upset, scared, or what. I'm sorry if this post is all over the place, but thank you for letting me write.

Emily

My little Angel 1/30/2009