Sim, I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby boy. Unfortunately there are many of us here that have lost our precious babies and we are all here to help you through this heartbreaking journey. Take each day as it comes and be kind to yourself, grieve, cry, scream.......whatever it takes to get through the day. You will find lots of support here - I have met the most wonderful friends here after I lost my son and these friendships are so precious. Big big hugs to you