Nindy - i'm so very sorry to hear about your loss. Take as much time as you need to feel sad and to cry - you are allowed to be angry and hurt at this time - it's never ever fair to have a precious baby taken from you. don't feel like you have to deal with all of your grief at once - you've lost something precious to you, and you're allowed to grieve that

take care of yourself - there are, unfortuntely, too many of us who sadly know how you feel - we're here for you hun.