Nindy,

I too know only to well how you feel, a relief on one hand but yet a huge hole in your heart as well.
You will always remember your little angel baby thats for sure, just take this time to be kind to yourself and your DH, you will most likely have days when all you do is cry and that is normal. Do what is right for you sweetie - i have said a for you and wish you such much luck next time round . Take care.