Dory - thank you so much for your kind words of support and for sharing your story. It's nice to talk with women who know what I'm going through. I'm just having a really difficult time "letting go". I want to hope against all hope that a miracle will happen. I think I've decided that I don't want any medical interventions unless I become at risk for infection or significant conplications. My prayer is that my body takes its natural course if that's what's meant to be.
Also - my friend lost a baby and she planted a tree in her honor. I think we'll do the same once spring rolls around. Thanks again for responding