Firstly can I say congratulations on the birth of your beautiful son. When you have a stillborn people often only focus on the death and not the fact that you son was born.
I am so utterly sorry for the loss of your precious son Luca. Your story mirrors mine in so very many ways, I read your story with my heart in my mouth, your words resonated with me. Your pain is still so raw, be gentle to yourself, allow yourself to grieve the loss of your baby boy.
I lost my boy at 36w 1day and I know the pain you and your family feel inside. When you said "I lifted him to my breast and wanted to feed him but couldn't" I knew exactly what you meant. I yearned to hold my son and feed him as a mother should. Hun that one sentence sums up so much of what I felt after losing my son.
If there is anything at all I can do, even if you just want someone who will listen to you and understands where you are coming from please PM me and I'll send you my details.
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