oh my gosh that literally bought tears to my eyes...
i am so so so sorry for ur loss and ur story was beautiful not too long at all u take all the longness u need when talking about this precious lil girl of urs...
sometimes things happen and some ppl never understand them and u can never ever blame urself for these things cause its natural to over look the things that some ppl have never experienced before... u deserve a great big hug cause u sound like such a strong lady and ur lil angel would be soo proud of her mummy cause whether born sleeping or awake ur still her mummy and always will be... she is ur angel and i hope n pray u feel better soon and get preg when u want tooo and have a healthy happy bubba that will love u more then words can explain xoxoxox mwaaaaaaaa hun