thanks jennie
blessed you are so right.. i lost alot of people at that time cause no one could talk to me and they got sick of trying, i didnt want anyone touching sam i wanted everyone to leave me alone and if you knew my mum side they see it as selfish and not mature enough.. thats why i dont really talk to any of them they never gave a s**t so why should i?
I have so much too!! i have a clipping of his hair and his hand prints his blankets his clothes his face washer when i washed him his towel i kept anything and everything.. i did the same with sam its all doubles sam actually still uses his blanket now its always on his bed under his pillow.. i have no idea why but if his hapy im happy..
Thank you so much xoxo
I wish he could was here so i could just keep him but i know its not possible i dont know what it is that wont let me let go, like i said its 10 yrs in april.. not so much let go but be in a good place about it..
im very protective of the situation and shoot people down for mentioning it saying to shut up you dont have an idea what ur talking aabout and they just look back in shock..