My First

[Sonzz]

This was my first pregnancy. I was 10 weeks pregnant. I started to bleed last Sunday, then by Tuesday I was in hospital having a suction curette.
We were so excited to be having our first child. I have come home and can't bear to look at the cot packed under my bed and the baby clothes friends have given us.
I feel so hurt and angry. I never in a million yaers expected this to happen...

[diannescruffy]

So very sorry for your loss. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Regards,
Dianne
Emmanuel born sleeping 24wks
Trisomy 13

[AngelRomansMum]

Hi sweetie, im sorry this happening to you *hugs* know that it does get easier in time, but you will never forget, know that we are here for you to listen and support, and i hope you will have a successful pregnancy sometime in the future, all the best, take care of yourself!!

[Sonzz]

Thank you both so much for your kind words

[Isadora]

So sorry Sonzz for your loss

[feeb]

So sorry for your loss.

[Miss.B]

I'm so sorry Sonzz for your heart breaking loss. It never is fair or just. In the first days and weeks after my loss I just hated the world and couldn't believe it happened to me.
Life is beautiful most of the time, but at that very moment I hated everything and everyone in it. This feeling did pass, although my loss has forever changed me. I hope I am a stronger person now because of it, but it still sucks that I had to have gone through my loss to gain that strength.
Take good care of yourself hun, and allow yourself to grieve for your baby. I pray you get the chance of becoming a mother one day, and the fear of trying again melts away somewhat.
Beata xx