Oh hun I'm so sorry your little JellyBean has grown little angel wings I wish you didn't have to go through this. I will be thinking of you tomorrow and for the next however long you need to be in our thoughts. If you have any questions please feel free to ask and I'll do my best to answer
Also please be gentle on yourself,DH and DS. The next few days weeks months can be very difficult but please know you are NOT alone in this journey. You have so many wonderful and supportive people here on BB who will be there for you no matter what

Fly free little JellyBean