ok ladies so i'm new here seeking some support from others who have been through what i been through. i suffered a total of 2 miscarriages the first one was at 14 weeks back in 2003 but this last one was my baby son who i miss and cry about so much his name was Noah he was 21 weeks gestation when his heart stopped beating. I was left in the dark and im so confused about what happened to him, 11/14/09 labor and delivery for bad headaches did a scan to check the baby and there he was kicking and moving around wavving at me and i was so happy to see my first son wavving to his mommy i was relieved knowing he was doing great and he made me smile just feeling and seeing him, 11/14/09 prescribed tylenol codiene for my headaches discharged and sent back to clinic 2 days later for a check-up 11/16/09 clinic sends me back to labor and delivery cause the headaches were still there did another scan just to check on him and nomore heartbeat my body went numb i was screaming so deeply hugging my husband and screaming at god i couldn't believe he took my world from me my first son. I delivered him vaginally on 11/17/09 without pain meds because they said m blood levels were out of wack and i could bleed out if i had an epidural so i endured the pain of birth for 16 hours just to have no baby at all my heart is aching sorry for the long post.