You've been through such an ordeal. You shouldn't have had to have suffered from the surgeon's awful mistake. I'm so sorry for your loss
Try to heal the best you can.
I have tears reading your post You are definitely very good at emotive writing!
I'm so sorry you had to go through that pain - I know that nothing I can say will make it any less painful. I just wanted to tell you not to feel guilty about how things happened. As mums we never want to stop protecting our babies, no matter the circumstances - it's only natural. But at the same time you already had your lil boy to think of, and by what you said, I could tell he was high in your thoughts. Don't feel you betrayed your baby, you held on as long as you could...
Hopefully sharing your story with us has helped you find some peace - so many women here on BB have been through similar experiences, they can really help
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