An internal scan at 9w4d today showed my baby has no heartbeat...again.

But my stupid body wont let go. I am still having lots of m/s including vomiting, but no bleeding. My obs wants to delay the D&C until my m/s subsides just in case.

I dont even know if I can try again because Ive been so sick. How can I put my kids and DH through it again only to lose another. Im just so lost and upset. I cant stop crying.