Thank you Tina and JosieJo, for you kind words and thoughts. It means so much to me that you have taken the time to comment and share your own stories!
I am so sorry for both your losses.

I ended up going to mothers group and I'm glad I did. Sure there were some awkward moments for me when they were speaking about how hard it is with number two and going for their third, but I really value these girls, so it was okay all in all.