Seems like i have landed on a place where i can share my pain.

SORRY FOR ALL YOUR LOSSES MOMS.

Here is my story:-

I carried her for 41 weeks, we were only waiting for her head to engage into the pelvis, but it never did. Just last wednesday night i went to sleep and when i woke up thursday morning i couldnt feel her move. I took a glass of cold water which often woke her up but this time it didnt.
I called the doctor who did the U/S and she couldnt find a heartbeat. I froze that very second when i was gazing at the monitor.

For all the 9months, i had no complication of any kind and her heartbeat was monitored 3times a day.

Thursday 11/june was our day to cope with the grief, Friday morning i was induced. They broke my water and i was put on a drip, 2hrs later i gave birth to her through all the pain and struggle but she was worth it even though we were not to keep her.
She arrived at 2.34pm friday 12th. Saturday we shared our loss with family, sunday we put her to rest.

HOW EMPTY WE FEEL WITH OUT HER. OUR WORLD HAS COME STAMBLING DOWN ON US
We see her gentle little perfect face in every sunrise and every sunset.