Our little one...lost in 6 weeks, but thought i was 9 weeks

[Auntie M]

i am so sorry for your loss. live through your grief, and you are right, time will help. hugs, m

[ourlittleone]

It's day 5 after my miscarriage. So far, I have coped well. My husband has been absolutely wonderful. He has now returned to work as I know the workload is difficult to catch up on myself. On the weekend my husband bought me a nintendo ds to cheer me up and to keep myself busy while I am resting/recovering in bed.

Honestly, it has kept me busy and has cheered me up A LOT. But I do speak about how I feel should I go back to the hours of miscarrying. It hurts, but I have learnt that as days go by, my tears no longer flow. It is not the accepting that I have miscarried that hurts, but the loss that ourlittleone is now a star up the heavens above.

I know ourlittleone will bring us happiness again. There are reasons why good and even bad things happen to us, but I do not question or punish God as to why it has happened to me? I do wonder, but I do not punish God why he had to let it happpen to me.

I tell my husband that I would like to wait 1 year till God brings us another littleone, just to give my body the time to recover from the experience of miscarrying. But should it happen, then let it be. But I can see that this experience has made it stronger for me. I have such a wonderful husband who has been a great support to me. Family who have helped me through with positive words. But deep inside I am hurt and upset, but I feel as each day goes by, I am getting there....Tomorrow, I will return to work. My body is ready for it. And I am ready to face the world again looking positive and to come away from the hurt and suffering that I have lost.

Thank You to everyone here in BB. We have gone through similar even more traumatic experiences, but if it wasn't for people who understood what we all went through, the days for me to get by would have not happened. Thank You. My thoughts and prayers are with every mother-to-be who has experienced an upsetting, traumatic painful ordeal. It is hard to face that it will get better. BUT it will get better in time..