Thank you all for your kinds words and sharing some tears. It helps to know that we're not alone and by offering your support.
TeniBear I really feel for you, I have thought of you every day since I read your post. I looked at your pictures today and I cried. Our baby boys are hopefully looking out for each other. and yes it was good (but also very hard) to spend time with Jayden.
I was a bit annoyed with myself for not getting into the swing of recording a journal during my pregnancy but I have managed to put a few things together to remember our little Jayden by. I bought a baby book the day before our dismal scan, and although I will not be able to watch Jayden grow, I decided to use it to record what details I could, sealing up the growth pages.
Was just perusing the pages as you might in a quiet moment in the evening. I hadn't really looked at the section on bellybelly regarding losses before, but reading your beautiful and painful story, I was very moved and also very much in admiration that you can share your story as you are and you are being very brave. I have had a litlle teary moment here in front of the computer as I am genuinely sad for your loss. I hope you can find some strength and support to get through your difficult time and even though I don't know you, I have read your story and am thinking of you. x
I'm so sorry your little Jayden had to go to heaven so soon. Your story is so beautiful, both happy and sad, I'm glad you got to spend some time with him and just absorb him when he was born.
Watch over your mummy and daddy Jayden, you're forever their guardian angel.
I am sorry he couldn't stay 
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