I had my 12 week u/s this morning. As soon as I looked at the screen and couldn't see a baby jumping around, I knew my thoughts of the past few weeks had come true. The sonographer asked me how sure I was on my dates. I was 100% sure. I told him I had an u/s at 8 weeks and there was a heartbeat. Today the baby measured at 8 weeks 3 days with no heartbeat. It makes me wonder if it was the maxilon I was taking for the m/s or the zofran tablet I had in the emergency department when I had my scan at 8 weeks, or maybe it was just meant to be.
I am booked in for a D&C on Thursday.

I know these things happen for a reason, I think what makes it hard is the fact that now we have to tell everyone that there is no baby, and pack away the things we have already bought.

Thanks for your time reading.