Dearest Scooby....all I can say is that is totally unfair.Oh my God you poor thing you have already been through so much. Listen girl,don't let it beat you,let it all make you even more determined to succeed.
I hope that you are feeling a bit better and being kind to yourself,remember to rest heaps.Please keep in contact with me...am here for you.
Heaps of hugs to you love,
Claire.