i've taken myself back to bed today, a week after i started miscarrying. i've blogged, here and on MySpace.com - ~ cultivate an attitude of gratitude ~ - 43 - Female - beautiful coffs harbour!, AU - www.myspace.com/cortykaran and i still can't cry. i have no answers, no idea why after healthy pregnancies in my 20's i should miscarry in my 40's, not once but twice in a row, even though i'm probably healthier now than i was back then. i've read so many other posts in this thread, and i wish i could say something comforting, i do empathise for any other women who had gone thru this but i'm unable to do more than read..

i want to give my fiance a healthy baby before our wedding. is that so wrong?