Hi Ruth08!
Everyone here is so sweet and caring! Your advice really helped me today. I have been thinking a lot about what everyone has said. I think a huge part of my recovery was realizing that I didn't cause this, and that I will have a healthy one soon. I am staying positve, and I feel emotionally ready now to start trying again soon.
I am very sorry to hear of your recent loss of your precious angel as well. You sound like a wonderful person who will give a little one a special life someday. Thank you for your advice.