Greeetings I am new here. My name is Jahmanna I am the mama of five children and one angel baby. Imani was born on Febuary 23, 2008, she was born into my hands slleeping and so beautiful.....
It has taken me this longer to reach out becasue after we let Imani go in the ocean i felt much better it wasn't until her 8 month birthday anniversary that I felt almost back to where I was the day she was born, images of her birth huant me My breast still let down when i think about her....
though I could never replace her I ache to be pregnant again .......
I feel very alone, I have never felt like I can talk with my husband about it he just wants to move on, and this was his second baby he has lost ( he lost his first baby with his ex-wife)
I feel like I should be further along in coping.......
Jahmanna