Meredith, hun.

I have lost one baby and that's one too many and so can only imagine you pain. I wish i could be there and hold your hand through all this.

Many people, how unfortanate as it is don't really find early losses that tragic (i have experienced from my recent m/c too). They tell me i am being silly and so forth when i cry and remember my little bub. Just accept people for what they are. I'm sure you have friends that DO care (incl. all of us here on BB) and know that we and they are with you every step of the way. We cry, when you cry, we laugh, smile and celebrate when you do. We are all your friends here. I know that people here do care about lifes ups and downs.

It seems unfair how life seems to deals us the bad hand all the time but we need to be strong to overcome these hurdles. These hurdles will make you stronger. Try and be positive and push the negative energy away.

I am sure you will fall pregnant it's just a matter of time. My gf had all sorts of problems when TTC, multiple m/c (about 5-6 icl. twins), ectopic pregnancy, pre-eclampsia related stillborn at about 32-34 weeks and now she has 2 healthy bubs. Try and remain focussed and positive. Don't give up!

I hope you find real answers real soon.

xxooxx