Thank you, lauren22 for taking the time to reply. I feel I should show the same courtesy.

Sadly, it's not a matter of courage. I'm terrified of another loss, but I'm really just waiting for my DP to come to the party. It doesn't matter how much time passes, the terror remains the same.

I'm sure you understand.

He recently said we will try in 6 months. I am cautiously optimistic.... who knows how long he will really take. He is 32, and I am 25. How old does he have to be, ya know? But that's another story.

Once again, thanks for your response. I'm so sorry you've been through this also.