I am so sorry to hear of your loss its a hard thing to have to go through and the pain is so raw for you at the moement my thoughts are with you and i really dont think you had done anything wrong i think its natural to feel as though you have but you didnt i thought the same thing when i lost my little girl i thought was there anything i could have done to prevent her getting the diesse she had but there wasnt sending you a big take care of yourself.

Munchy xxx