So I got out of my pjs today - I even put lippy on. Walked up to the hospy with DH to pick up a letter, and say hello. We decided to stay out for lunch, and had a really nice day together, and I feel so much better.

Thanks so much everyone for thinking of me - at first I coudn't bear to tell everyone, but now I am so glad I have. I will post again when the test results come in, so please cross your fingers for me!