I hope it is okay for me to post this here, I really need some help/support.

I have just discovered I am 6 weeks pregnant and am completely freaking out for many reasons:

1) I have had 2 miscarriages in the past
2) I had a prem baby born with multiple complications at 30 weeks
3) The above baby has been diagnosed with a complex medical condition/disability

I am trying to take one day at a time but am freaked out one of the above things is going to happen again. I was given the all clear for anything genetic causing the above things, just those things that happen unfortunately but it is hard for me to think that everything will be okay.

I am trying to tell myself what will be will be but it is scary. Can someone please give me some reassurance as DH won't let me tell any friends or family yet so they can't reassure me (and I'll probably end up having to reassure them!)