Hey Lara,
I'm not sure if you noticed, but you did get another lovely response to your post, unfortunately it has dissapeared along with the rest of Jan 10
I'm not sure who wrote it, but hopefully she will respond again!

I hope all is going well with Alana atm.
You are doing such an amazing job Lara, please never doubt that you are a wonderful mother... Alana is a beautiful and special little girl, and the luckiest in the world to have you for her mummy.