Well, I've tried to post over the past week but... its not gone through & I was borrowing someone's wireless internet stuff because our internet & Voip phone weren't connected for a full week!!!

Thankfully we got it back today.

So.... Matilda....

She's been frantic and on edge since we got out of hospital and the accident just destroyed her. She was a full on mess.... melt down mode all of the time. Even if she woke up in the middle of the night, she woke up in that high anxiety state.... you know what I mean.

I got her into the Ot for an extra session on Friday, and then today we had the OT martial arts class, and tonight she's much better. She has her next OT visit on Monday, and on Wednesday her OT is going to her school.... so hopefully we will get on top of it, because my mental state is deteriorating fast. Its just so hard, she's like a cyclone in our house and its hard to keep on top of everything. I can't sit down for more than 2 minutes without a melt down over something and I'm tired and exhausted as well.

Anyway... sorry to be soooo ummmmm selfish in here lately, I have had a lot on my mind. I've actually takens a small step back from the moderating/admining here on BB for a little while to just get on top of things.