Wow, I had to go back and read to see where we all were..

Sarah - that is SO BRILLIANT about finding a good school for ds. How much better do you feel?? I can't tell you how much better I am for knowing DS won't be up against...I dunno - you guys get it

Mum was chatting to my uncle on the weekend. He is a teacher and a bloody good one. She was telling him all about Mitch and he wants me to push for a pead/diagnoses. He will pass on the name of one he knows well that has said "anyone you know - pass them onto me" WOW. I haven't pushed the paed thing...cos I just can't afford it and that makes me feel like dirt. I really want him to see this guy purely cos my uncle says so.

I need the extra help and understanding but I gotta say you girls are the best thing I have come across about this . I'm so tired and worn out.
I've totally kicked xp to the curb. I used to welcome him coming here on the weekend for some respite (for me ) but it's not worth it in the end.
DS is doing really well - he manages to pull himself up in the meltdown stakes alot of the time but....there is still so far to go, if it will ever end, which it wont but it takes so much energy.
My ears are sore from screaming and it affects the way I react. I've started to explain how much it hurts my head when he screams, but it doesn't seem to have much effect except for him feeling bad when he settles down again.
But it does really really hurt and melts my own core when he screams like that. I am seriously going to get ear muffs.

*sigh