Thanks... its like I've lost my ability to cope. Today I picked the girls up after work... I came home and made them their chocolate rice milks, gave them each a homemade zucchini muffin. I put on their favourite TV program... and yet they screamed for the first hour... both of them wanted everything NOW and wanted all of my undivided attention, but since 6am everything has been, get up early to shower & get dressed, pack the kids bags, get the kids fed, dressed, and in the car, to day care & school. Than go straight to work, have a full on time at work and have to leave in the middle of surgery.... because I have to go pick up kids and come home to this.

I'm feeling unappreciated, tired and exhausted. AND I still haven't come close to figuring out our budget and whether or not I can keep the appointment for Matilda's assessment in July.