Big hugs to you. I had a meltdown on here a week or so ago and your words sing loudly in my ears. I know our bubs don't have any horrible disease, but it's still so hard to see them. My DD is almost nine months old, and up until now, I haven't really noticed that she is behind because the gap hasn't been too great. But I made the mistake the other day of going onto the page of "babies born march etc" and it just about killed me to see what these "normal" babies are up to.
Our babies are so precious, so special, even though they are in braces or spicas. I know I don't have to say that, but they just are. And the day that my DD walks, I will be so proud. Proud to see her take those steps and proud that we've gotten through this hard time. Hang in there, Naomi. I know how you feel about hiding how you feel from everyone - it's easier to do that then get the standard "oh, she'll be fine" and "stay positive", when you don't have any positive thing left in your body. Let it all out here, in this forum.
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