oh man maybe we are all normal and the other people in our lives are the odd ones

I have a BAD habit of opening my mouth and just saying what I think and not giving a ****. I then relive it in my mind for weeks at a time and finally work out that I was a cow with what I said. I also have bad habit of listening to everyone and believing what they say is true...KWIM. Maybe cause I cant bull**** I expect others to be aswell and then I get sucked into a big whirl wind blerg!!! Its been like that since school.....I was always gullable and ended up not doing much in fear.

the kids decorated the tree this year....I normally have to have them set a certain way...but thought that I need to stop and let the kids do it....it is SOOOOOOO erking me right now!!